Jealousy

Jealousy comes from a lack, its an insecurity. Feeling unworthy, inside there is a void.

After speaking with so many clients about this subject I felt the need to write. Some think if the person they are involved with feels jealous that means they care. Makes them feel wanted or gives them a boost of ego and esteem. It can turn into unhealthy obsession as well. If someone wants to go out of there way to make you feel jealous to see how you feel, It's time to think. How do you feel when you feel jealous? Your NOT feeling good about yourself and for someone to want to cause you to not feel good about yourself for there own benefit whether it be consciously or subconsciously.

Jealously breaks down the ability to trust it makes you question yourself and the other person. Jealously can leave you feeling unsure and vulnerable. How is that a healthy relationship?

A significant other is meant to enhance your happiness not be the source of it. When Jealousy is there it is a magnificent wall that inhibits growth and movement.

I know

I know hunger as a woman and as a being
I know suffering as a spirit longing for my own perfection which led to my demise
I know Love the purest essence that permates thru my skin in the depths of me without questioning
I know Doubt it has seeped into my brain casing my heart to quiver in sadness
I know Longing - keeping you bound in chains holding a space waiting for nothingness and when you open your eyes you realize years have past
I know Peace - it dances thru you spreading a smile of joy from inner core to outer layers as if you know all the secrets of the universe
I know Pain it feels as if some part of you has been ambutated
I know Wishing - wishing so hard as if your head is going to explode and you become exhausted
I know Life with all its challenges, the unknown, the crossroads, the unsuredeness... But I know when you choose to live in your heart which translates to truth there is so much fulfilment and richness that is undeniable and sacred
I know although my heart is crying today laughter will come

Communication...

Lately, the song that comes to mind is Say What You Need to Say...
I had this thought... what is worse knowing someone is dead? Or knowing their still in the world and you can never reach them again?
More often than not we think in our heads the words we long to share and never speak from our hearts. Afraid of the unspoken words that may not follow. Wouldn't it feel great just to free your heart of once less burden?
What if you knew the one person you wanted so much to say something to would be gone from your life forever? Be it death or just that they are leaving your life never to be heard from again? Would you sit with the thoughts weighing in your mind, stirring in your heart? Or would you speak the words your ego is afraid to share?

Mystery....

Some Mysteries can be solved and others stay lingering.. Like a kidnapping or murder... But even the most obvious mystery can be vague... The mysteries of the universe through science we have learned so much about the planets, earth, the sun, space but what if those truths are only what they are saying they are? and not the absolute truth?  How do we know? We are taught to believe all these things as children... and pass them along.  But the truest mysteries are just that... A space for us go to know we are apart of it... it is a part of us.. There is no separation.